So much love in me.
May 05, 2004 at 9:49 PM

I have so many things going on, that it's hard to concentrate sometimes...

So much love inside of me, and so many possibilities, you know?

My Eric...As many times as I have tried to, I will never fall out of love with you. And you know what, that okay! There's never anything wrong with love. And I would never take it back. Not ever. I love you to forever...

And I understand that you and I will not happen, not right now. I'm at peace with you. Not that I don't still get the butterflies every once in awhile, but those are never bad either! You are an incredible person that makes me so happy just by being yourself. Thank you. My love for you is forever and ever. And someday if your love for me turns to romance...then I know I would be weak and helpless for you. I feel that I would drop everything just to lose myself in you. I guess we'll leave that up to the heavens...

And somehow now, I feel a calling to something different. A new someone...I feel wanted in a way I haven't before. I don't know what will happen. I have no expectations. And I am guarding my little heart...But I want to get to know him. I want to explore this new person... :)