Fantastic
October 26, 2003 at 10:24 PM

God I just wanted to say that all the inspiration, all the enlightenment and insight that You've put into my heart lately has been truly amazing. And the wonderful relationships You are creating; my friendship and father-daughter relationship with Dwayne...It's more than I could have asked for. And so much exactly what I needed, without even realizing it...

I feel good...no...I feel FANTASTIC. And I feel full of You, absorbed into You. I am seeing lives being changed. And I am being shown that everything I does makes a difference. Good and bad. Every single thing that I say and do affects someone in some way or another. And that I can choose whether or not to affect in a positive or a negative way...and I choose YOUR way God....I wanna walk with You.

You're really showing Yourself to me...just like I asked. And I'm getting more in touch with You and what I believe. Becoming firm in what I believe...Confronting things I don't understand. Things I fear...

I love this place I am in...because You just surround me now...I guess because I am letting You, wanting You...And here You are....even right now...This moment....

It's fantastic....

Thank You for the change I have seen in Dwayne and now in Mary Ellen. You must be working through them, and I thank You so much for that...They have joy in their eyes...Something that's been hidden for awhile...Please make their new found hope, joy, love, passion, and FIRE to be lasting. They shine of You, God, let them keep on shining...

This life is wonderful...