The Boy I Could Marry...
October 22, 2003 at 12:17 AM

Tonight was the sexiest I have ever seen you...

EVER

From when you were wiping your face with your shirt and your hot little stomach was showing...

And when you felt proud of the great job you did playing the electric for the first time last week...you looked hot and kind of cocky....it was great

And when you were leaning over by the congas and you turned and looked at me. This sounds weird, but I swear you looked at me and kinda stuck your butt out, purposely. And you posed all sexy...::sigh:: You damn tease...ughhh...I pretended to fan myself like you were just too hot...but I don't know if you "got" that or not...

Ahhh....you tease

And when you gave me “that look” so many times. That look that is just pure sex in my eyes. I don’t know that you even mean to do it. And when you were trying to tell me something you were excited about, and your tongue came over the top of your bottom lip. I teased you about it...but that was like the sexiest thing ever...You have a hot mouth, hot lips, and a hot tongue...WOW...

I felt like we were totally having chemistry though. Our eyes met so much tonight...why can’t it just work?

Damn it sucks to be so close, and I can’t touch you...

I still keep this strong connection to you....like I am gonna marry you. It's so dumb to think that, but I have always had that feeling. And something happened last night that made that still seem possible...

I was talking to Dwayne (your Dad) and we were having this awesome conversation and totally connecting...And he told me that he's always had a "fatherly" feeling toward me. First of all, I have had that feeling too...and guess what, if I married Eric...he'd be MY DAD!!! How cool would that be...

It's like if we are having this fatherly-daughterly relationship...maybe it's a sign that someday that will be...official....or maybe I am crazy, who knows?

Right now...I can totally picture it