GIRLIE
October 13, 2003 at 5:22 PM

Well...I have finally been able to move on. I have come to the realization that Eric has a girlfriend. And I am okay with that. Hey, even kinda....L....LL...LLL....Like...her.

:) she's sweet, and they look happy. And I am okay...really! Not that I don't still think that he's HOT...cuz I do...and HE IS. And not that I still don't have feelings for him...cuz I do. But the feelings are not as strong as they were, and I am able to get through a day without constantly thinking about him. In fact, I don't think about him a lot. It's good. And I know that it obviously is just not meant to happen, at leats not right now. And that's okay, because really I knew deep inside that he was too young for me right now. I see things in his personality that I love, and don't like just because of the fact that he's younger. He's wonderful, and I am so glad to call him my friend right now because although I can't have him...i can still have him...does that make sense? Probably not...but I am okay with it.

So...with all of that being said...I've been able to move on! And well...there's this guy....HIS NAME is Sean. He also goes to my church. And he's cute and he's pretty sweet. Unfortunately I don't know him as well, and I'm not around him as much as Eric, but I do see him at least once a week and I try to be around him as much as possible...I want to get to know him, and see...who knows, maybe there could be something there. I don't have any expectations, as usual, but I do have someone else now that I look forward to seeing every week. And I am having some inside people check him out and see what he's like and this time make sure he's single...Won't make that mistake again, NOPE.

Sean Sean Sean...Wendy's got another little girlie crush...and it's fun. He's fun. I'm having fun...Life is fun...