Fun Things...
July 28, 2003 at 12:52 AM

Well, I tried the compliment thing...I didn't get DRASTIC results, but I'm gonna keep working on you. It was kinda hard to just flat out tell you that you’re sexy, especially since your Dad was right there. I thought that would be mildly inappropriate, although I almost didn’t care if he heard anymore, I just wanted you to know how hot you are. You had your hair gelled and you looked so hot in another one of your many plaid shirts. You are getting cuter and cuter by the day...And if you had been around at the end I would have told you that you were a stud. I had it all planned out to tell you that, and then...you were gone...DAMMIT.

It was great to see you smiling so much today, especially after saturday and the depressed mood you were in at the end of the day. I'm realizing you are just as sensitive as your Dad. This may be my biggest challenge...Geesh, I thought I was sensitive, but you guys are worse than chicks when it comes to your mood swings. You are so hot and cold. So sweet to me, and then ignoring me. So fun and playful, and then barely talking to me. Energetic and then depressed. You kinda drive me nuts soemtimes..But ya know what?? I love you anyway, so it doesn't matter...

So it was very refreshing to see you so happy today. And I love this new thing where you walk by me and dance around like a dork. It's really nerdy, but really cute...And your extra guitar parts today. Very sexy...I can’t decide if you are sexier when you drum or when you play the electric. Both are so nice...I told you today that the guitar looked good on you, and how much I loved that guitar and that it suited you, and I tried to give you a sexy look, but who knows how that turned out. Unfortunately you never know if you're looking as sexy as you're trying to be. But hey, I tried...

I really don't like that you keep walking away when I try to say good-bye to you though...I need that closure I guess. Or maybe I just am desperate for one last hug, smile, a handshake...something...But the last 2 times, I say good-bye and you won’t even turn and look at me. Dammit. I hate that.

I am still hoping that I can come over and watch Drumline with you. I kinda invited myself, but it’s not like you’re gonna do it, so I guess I’ll have to do it for now. Am I ever gonna get some alone time with you again? Cuz that’s what I feel like I need. It’s sorta hard to get to know you when everyone else is around. I just wanna get away with you and talk....among other things...

Well that’s it for now...I’m gonna go to bed and hope I can dream about you, cuz that’s about as close as I’m gonna get to you for right now...

Nighty Night my loves...