Falling
April 22, 2003 at 11:25 PM

I wanna be close to you.

I follow you around, hoping your eyes will meet mine, even if just for a second. I wait for you. I depend on you, I miss you when you're gone. I want you. You are my passion, my heart.

Thank you for Sunday. The way you looked at me made me feel like I was beautiful, desireable. Whether or not that was your intention, I don't know. But you made me feel good. Thank you.

I could so easily fall in love with you...

You just have to let me in

I live for your smile. You've gotta know that by now. Do you not see it. Can you not see the way that I look at you. I can't help it...But do you know...

Hold me....

Maybe I'll fall in love.

But I'm afraid. What if you don't love me back...

How am I supposed to handle those emotions that I can't help but feel for you. What do you feel...about me. What am I to you.

I wish I knew you thought about me even half as much as I think about you. That would be enough.

Why do I have to hurt myself like this...Why do I insist on needing you. Why does my heart want this so much... Even though I try, I think I'll never be complete until I fall in love. I'll never be enough...