I Want to Know You...
January 18, 2003 at 10:38 PM

I'm trying not to let myself. I'm not sure why. I always feel the need, the want for love, but everytime I get near it, I run away..I don't know what scares me...the fact that I have never been in love? It shouldn't scare me, but excite me. Everytime I want it to happen, I won't let it happen.

I like you though. I do. I don't know what it is about you. But something. Somehing is there. I keep trying not to. I try not to feel that way about you. I guess I'm not sure you're THE ONE...Which is stupid. You don't have to be. But never the less, I am excited every time I see you. As much as I try not to let you, you give me butterflies. And I still don't know why. I can't put my finger on that one thing about you, but...you make my saturdays nice. You're fun to tease. I like it when you tease me. And I want to know you. When will I get the courage to tell you that I do?